Sorry that I didn't post anything recently.

Well, I have been doing nothing for this few days.

Something that I feel like sharing with you guys from a guy in my church.

His speech totally impress me and I was so inspired by his speech.

All I could say is, I wanna be like him to overcome my problem.

He thought us the disadvantage of taking drugs, cigarette and alcohol.

Actually I didnt realise that it can bring a big impact to us or our life.

He had gone through all this thing, taking alcohol, smoking, fighting.

And he told us that the consequence is so bad that it could involve the innocence.

There was once when a friends of him drinking alcohol and act aggressively and a fight occur

just by staring at each other.

The friend of him took a jug and threw it and it hit right on a lady face.

Can you feel how ridiculous it is? Because of your act and someone innocent is suffering.

I knew that when it comes to alcohol, many disagree with me.

And all I could do is to advise you.

Second of all, drugs.

I urge all of you to not consume even a single pill of drugs.

You would be regret for your whole life. Never ever touch this thing.

It destroy your body and your future and might even lead misbehaving.

People steal, rob and harm innocent just to get a sum of money to buy drugs.

Everytime I read the newspaper, innocence was hurt by drug addiction.

To get a a large sum of money, they even kidnap and trafficking kids.

Its unforgivable by involving the innocence especially kids that know nothing about the world.

Kids were kidnap and some of their body part is cut off and was force to beg in the street.

Every morning and night, the street is full with beggar and when the time ends, someone will fetch them back. Its so sorrow for a child to separate with his parents and have to go through all the suffer and pain and some even lost their hand or leg.

You could see it in Pasar Malam or Pasar Pagi. I cant believe that I cant do nothing to help the kid but to walk away. Even the officer in charge can do nothing.

There was once when I was a child, I visted Petaling Street with my mother. We parked our car

inside a parking area. And I could see that some of the drug addiction is injecting something.

Their face look look awful and miserable.

I admit that I do not have experience but I can see that the one consuming drugs is suffering every single day.

Third of all, fights.

I knew that I leave a good history in my school and everyone knew that I fought.

Even a small problem, I fight. I often hurt someone feeling and now I apologize for what I have done.

I admit that I was influence by my bad friend and I couldnt even realise that I was doing the wrong thing.

But all this thing end as soon as I met my new friend. They often hurt me but I still have to thanked them for what they have done that make me change.

And also I am so grateful that I met this church.

With friends and church, my attitude slowly change from bad to good.

When fight occur, revenge happen. When revenge happen, there is no end.

So, this is what I have learned from a guy in my church.

I hope that my friend would realise that the importance of it.

Life is a cheerful moment.

Is a moment that everyone cherish.

But me, I found my life is unique.

I found that family is important throughout church.

And we ought to respect them with sincerity.

As I learn to respect elderly, I found myself changed a lot.

I became the one that I wanted to be but yet its still not perfect.

I search and seek and finally the only one who is perfect is GOD.

Everyone ought to be like their idol but i ought to be perfect like him.

No matter how much I try, I still fail.

The only thing I want in myself is spiritually clean and mentally clean.

All this thing I learned from my church, a second home of mine.

Where I have my happy moment.

And now I sincerely honor and thank my friend for teaching me the principle of life.

For being my schoolmates for years.

One of my friend said,

Friend not need more, For those who need more friend,

They fear being alone and put them in first place of their heart

This will cause them hurt but many disagree until it happen

And now, they agree exactly with it.

Wake up FOOL!

Take a look upon the world and walk according your dream.

For I have put down my present for my future.

I walk to my future, achieving my dream.

For how much I could wish to pass my exam and pack up my luggage and head to Hawaii.

I wish that I would gain more knowledge abroad to be a successful man.

It's been year and I'm still doing the same stuff again and again.

Likewise, gaming, sleeping and eating.

My life is getting bored and boredom is filling in me.

And I am tired of it. There is no way I am going to bear it anymore.

I will explore the world with my own hardwork.

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The poet: KELVIN TAN

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Its been a month since my blog is dead.

I am here to revive my blog by writing my SPM experience.

First of all, having SPM isn't really a good feeling.

I would barely hard to answer if I do not revise,

so, no matter what it is, I must revise.

The first day of exam, we start off with BM 1, Sejarah 1 and BM 2.

BM isnt really hard because I'm a SK? Whatever.

The rules are extremely strict and its so hard for you to talk even for a second.

And advise for future SPM candidates, make sure you read the rules book before you enter for your exam or you might regret like me.

As my friend told me that, we were not allowed to use Gel Pen to write on the paper instead i wrote on my Malay and English papers and handed it up.

Hopefully, the teacher wouldn't deduct my marks.

First day went off in ease.

And here come the second day with the most fearful subject, History.

This morning, i woke up 2am just to study this thing!

First, i hate it i hate it and i wouldn't save this junk in my mind as it don't help me in future.

Second, its crapping a lot of nonsense that doesn't relate to my future.

Last of all, i wouldn't do anything that wont help me in my future.

So, bye bye history. I gonna burn you to ashes.

Second day went off in ease too with the complement of fearful test.

And the rest of the day, just a piece a cake for me even though i have to wake up early again!

Best of the luck to me and other SPM candidates x)

Its been awhile since i did not update my blog.

So sorry my beloved readers.

I just finish reading 'Konserto Terakhir'.

It is really a nice story, i cant explain it until you read it yourself.

Read it when you reach form 5.

I spend 2 days just to read this book. And also to understand in detail about the novel.

So that i would do my BM exam in ease.

Finally, i understand it and i think i might not have any problem in the komsas.

Wooo ~ whatever it is. I hope to score really good this time in my SPM.

First, to show to my big sis that i can beat her.

You have my word. I would definitely prove it to you.

Another matter is that, my mother is changing to a new car, Vios.

Right now, i am resting as i will be going to my maths tuition class later.

In order to do properly, my mind must always stay calm.

Finally and finally, maths isnt that hard, isnt it?

A short post will do right, readers?