Sorrow year.

I BROKE THE PROMISE I MADE WITH MYSELF.

Well, 2010 is here.

I thought its gonna be a good year but everything went bad.

Luckily, there is an alternative way, Plan B.

Anyway, I am not feeling well this few day or should I describe my life in HELL?!?

I got sick cox I never drink much water and eat too much of fried food.

And ended up with toothache and sore throat. You can never imagine how pain I am.

I never finish my lunch and dinner because of difficulty eating. I eat 1/4 of my meal.

Its lunch now and I don't feel like eating or its gonna hurt me like hell.

Yesterday night, I thought I have no problem eating and I ate and ended up struggling for help on my bed. Its really killing me and I cant stop struggling.

Anyway, I am on my own now , no matter how many trials or obstacles in front me, I would be fine going through alone.

During this few days, I keep on looking on the clock, when its 10.10am, I would think of the recess I used to have. Sucks man. I am gonna ended up in HELL!!

There is a possibility that I wont be going to school to get my SPM result.

Sad huh? But I am going to thank my teachers for teaching me all this year.